to be honest... its not that i haven get over or wad... but i guess when i start to think back for the past 364 days.. seems that most of the memories has u in it. not saying that i havent move on or wad.. but i guess.. its just memories.. of course i didnt forget abt the time we had. this post gonna mark a closure to everything. new year= new beggining everything will be kept just like a book . have yet to really thank you and stuff aft all the awkwardness . so well..thanks for filling up

my life in 2011 trying ur best to make me happy and of course creating the memories that we shared. hope u will get ur right person soon ;)

*idk if u will see this though but well.just write here ba*

recounting now what exactly i have done for the past 364 day

s... welll.. 酸甜苦辣 is the phrase i can use to describe for the past 1 year? experienced both ups and downs across this year.. lets talk abt downs first..hmm.. getting the blow of the demise of my grandpa and third uncle within 2 months? running to hospital to and fro in weeks.. although i am just 外孙 only... i still cant forget the scene at the hospital till now:/

and yes.. my 18th birthday celebration i will nvr ever forget. thanks to the big fam for the wonderful bbq in the rain surprise. trying to use my ex-gf as my bait huh. tsk. but i really appreciate it. and the calender ! i am still using it! heh. sometimes whenever i am down i still read the notes u guys wrote! seriously miss it .

and yes my WONDERFUL 7s clique. the beyblade competition that was held at the ROOFTOP OF THE CARPARK near my house. hmm.. though childish and what not.. looking back. what impt is the process :D and yes. u guys de fav: smashing whip cream session huh. still rmb how i smell like at mac can. eww! and yes... celebrating with ex gf at

die oso WONT forget wad they asked me did can. blow a condom at a coffee shop. oh my tian. ps max can! tsk.

honestly speaking.. my 18th birthday was the most awesome one. its like hell yeah finally u r 18 and stuff . but the thoughts that counts la. like jingyi although nvr celebrate with me ... but still gave her present through her cooking class* i think i was the guinea pig leh!* hahah!

ok enough of birthdays.. hmmm.. next up would be more of emo cuz i mention it above alr.. so shant talk more abt it.. skip!

june onwards.. hmm...

mainly is busy with sch life. immunology pathology mol gen and what not. ok some term too scientific liao:P but seriously hectic sch life la. :/ and most of us still thought this was the toughest sem hell no! tsk.

next up shuld be moon cake festival and national day.. hmm.. tbh i dun rmb celebrating any of these this year leh*or i think we did celebrate as a clique but i stm forget alr:/* really no memory of it. gah.

sep holiday was mainly working.. was working at IE SINGAPORE @ bugis. and i really miss that place!!!:/my colleagues and all.. omg .they are seriously damn nice to me! still rmb the treat they give me on my last day of work. TCC MEAL:D heh. was feeling damn bad cuz i ordered quite alot and i dint know they were treating! and tbh...i miss the food at bugis!!! gah! ohoh.. and my official english name is used ever since i started working ! heh, calvin goh:D thanks to desmond koh who gave me this name and the reason behind is so stupid! not gonna say it here!;P

must say i did try to change myself this year. at least i am open now. *dun think wrongly pls* but in a way..getting to know more frens etc.(i wasnt that friendly in the past i think? hmm) knew many awesome frens ! u know who u guys are! almost my clubbing buddies now. lmao! P.S me not clubber siao k! tsk! go less than 5 times nia hor! LOL

i must say my dec holidays were really the holiday kind and i am like partying almost everyday. when i say partying now everyday club la siao! its like really everyday go out mahjong/drink/stay up late/club etc de. really shiok! this is wad i call holiday:P heh. out of the so many holiday i actually love this current one although its just a short 2 weeks only(but heck. sch holiday assignments are really pain in the ass huh. spoiler only:/ )

anw... going to a club WASNT my resolution in 2011 ok! this one i pretty sure! LOL . love this year xmas eve ! like seriously. drink until high yet not drunk yet. whoo! :P opps. but really enjoyed myself la. pls ignore the clubbing me. cuz .. hehe. the 3 of u know wad i mean:P (if u r reading this)

ok that mark the end of 2011 i guess! now time for new year resolution! not gonna make stupid ones i guess? hahah

1) GET MY DRIVING LIC BY THIS YEAR*wanted to say before my bday but cfm mission impossible*

2) go to a pub maybe? LOL

3) tbh dun pin much on a rs for 2012 but well if one knocks on my door will just accept it la:)

4)this nvr change.... I WANNA GROW TALLER no 180 i feel so short can! :/

5) slim to 60kg or even lesser and maintain it! heh. (surprisngly i managed to shrink like 4" on my waist before 2011 ends!:D)

6) sch wise... of course is high gpa la. but tbh at the rate i going wan get 3.5 oso hard liao lo:/ but still hope can get by the time i grad la....

7) going oversea with my friends(be it sec/poly/outside)(somewhere far not like msia or smth la hahahah) . it has been my dream since last year alr:/ gah. this one i no confident of making it true.

8) lady luck to be with me when i am gambling! LOLOLOL!

9) $$$ :D LOLOL
last 2 abit crazy i know. heh.

alright this marks the end of 2011 alr! nights all! and enjoy yr countdown! :D