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I used to be studying in nan chaiu pri and seng kang sec and i hav officially graduated from ncps as of 2005 and skss as of 2010:)i am currently studying in temasek poly, sch of applied sci,bio technology:)

singing is my passion and this fact will nvr change :) i maybe crazy and random at times so beware.ppl who are close with me tend to call me choon while some call me gck:)
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  • Thursday, April 30, 2009

    ok another week has sort of end..nth much to post anyway..zzz..
    one phrase: ck is not happy :(
    well..kinda lots of think that i am unhappy abt la..mostly all studies? lol
    the worse day of the week was ytd i guess...maths test was horrendous. pe..test-.- as expected failed.-.- thnks to board jump la..and pull up..zzz..heard from jingyi that just short of that miney winy bit jiu pass le..so damn !!!! when i hear it -.- bought ice cream for dada(darrel) during recess and changed the pink dolphin:) LLOL! dont havv blue de:( nvm la changed de grey wan oso not bad.lol didnt really understand for bio sia! human eye! wth! like so many parts to learn sia..zzz..gonna buck up in bio le...-.- and assembly is real boring..zzz...
    and test are coming up next week..chem on mon bio on tue..geog on mon and maths on thu..zzz..and guess wad? eng mid yr is just next fri.-.-wth
    aft mid yr when everyone is happily slacking..sec 4s will hav their intensive chi lesson.zomg. imagine facing zlx face and voice for 1 whole week! and there goes my chi Os...-.- bored!!! how i wish i can go back in tym..
    just realise smth..when i was in sec 2..i kept envy those sec 4 that they could hav 1 whole week aft chi lesson and dont need study everything when they are complaining its freaking boring.now i understand y.-.-
    no offense to skss maths deparment and my cher...but seriously i think that they are not drilling us.they are killing us! can u imagine on mon we are given cedar girls prelim paper, on wed we are given bowen sec prelim paper.and on thu we are given a checklist(which we oso need to do-.-) its sort of like an endless mountain waiting for us to climb.zomg.got a feeling sci department will be like this soon..-.- might be neglecting chem and geog le..:( (i dont wish to!!) hais...
    30 more days to chi Os :(
    59 more days to aniversary! :D
    38 more days to jing yi birthday!
    47 more days to joan and xue zhen birthday!
    shall end my post here.-.-

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    Sunday, April 26, 2009

    tym to blog! a "short" post i guess?
    sun: star award tonight!! gonna watch !!! slacked the whole day ba.. resturant city upgrade 2 lvl today!! woots!chi mye is just like this tue and i am still slacking..zzz...mye coming le!! boring...dont feel like studying now man! got the slacking auroa with me! -.- lol.
    granny is so sweeet! she cooked yummy fired rice and let me eat! very long nvr eat le!
    GRANNY I LOVE YOU!!!
    sat: a tiring day..zzz..woke up at 11 like that..then hanwei ask me go swim..reached home ard 3 i think dashed tuition homework and off to tuition! at the pool..kept spamming tanning lotion! then hor worse still..aft the swim i still keep complaining that i nvr get tanned at all..god knows..aft i bathe ok(at home) my back kana sun burnt! and its freaking pain sia! shuld hav take back my words -.- aft tuition came home watch ai jiu zhai yi qi!! damn nice! but sad 2 more episode ending le:( double esp on 9 may(last 2 esp!) must watch!

    thu: 2.4 run test. ha..very proudly to say: GOH CHOON KUN HAS BEATEN HIS PERSONAL RECORD!!! ha.my tyming finally hit 11 smth le.say bye to 12! LOL! came back at 1153. a nice tyming? o.o miss neo was satisfied with our result:) 90% passed! and she treated us ice cream! whahaha...shiok! and she said.."if u all are going to giv me this result agn next week, treat u all better ice cream!" so damn happy! LOL! maths test was ... lose like 5 mark i think..-.- must really buck up le...zzz...

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    Monday, April 20, 2009

    one short post to start my week off...hmm...

    as u all know today elearning la..then rushed all the assignment till like 2 plus i think..woke up at 8 today just to mark attendence and do my l5 -.- cant sleep aft that...talk crap with lots of pple..went out with clique ltr:D wanted to watch 17 agn but end up i suggested going to k box since the next tym slot was 5 plus =x sang like nobody business and i think jingyi heard yl using his fake voice sing those high pitch...LOL! had a lot of fun there ! sang lots of songs!! emo wan oso hav:D very long nvr sing le! ha..jian dan ai just came by my mind agn..omg that song...haha...sang a few eng song too:D
    and i think now my voice is like..i dunno..got a feeling gonna lose my voice kind of thing.LOLthe rasberry drinkt here is nice..and yeah spend almost 20 buck there.wow! ok end here le. bye.


    《简单爱》歌词:
    说不上为什么 我变得很主动
    若爱上一个人 什么都会值得去做
    我想大声宣布 对你依依不舍
    连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受
    河边的风 在吹着头发飘动
    牵着 你的 手 一阵莫名感动
    我想带你 回我的外婆家里一起
    看着日落 一直到我们都睡着
    我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
    爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
    我 想和你 骑单车
    我 想和你 看棒球
    想这样没担忧 唱着歌 一直走
    我想就这样牵着你 的手不放开
    爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
    你 靠着我的肩膀 你 在我胸口睡着
    像这样的生活 我爱你 你爱我
    想~~~~~~简简单单~~~爱
    我想大声宣布 对你依依不舍
    连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受
    河边的风 在吹着头发飘动
    牵着 你的 手 一阵莫名感动
    我想带你 回我的外婆家里一起
    看着日落 一直到我们都睡着
    我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
    爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
    我 想和你 骑单车
    我 想和你 看棒球
    想这样没担忧 唱着歌 一直走
    我想就这样牵着你 的手不放开
    爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
    你 靠着我的肩膀 你 在我胸口睡着
    像这样的生活 我爱你 你爱我
    我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
    爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
    我 想和你 骑单车 我 想和你 看棒球
    想这样没担忧 唱着歌 一直走
    我想就这样牵着你 的手不放开
    爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
    你 靠着我的肩膀 你 在我胸口睡着
    像这样的生活 我爱你 你爱我
    p.s the lyric damn meaningful...
    if its reality....

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    Sunday, April 19, 2009

    ha..that horrible + terrible = vegetable week ended le:DDD and yeah its seriously horrible + terrible can! stayed back everyday till like 6 plus sia!

    mon that f***maths paper was f***ing diff! can kill almost like a lot of people? o.o
    will be miracle if i pass that..chem was rather ok la..careless mistake here and there..stayed back for fnff...went back to band with jolyn aft clearing bits of fnff...
    tue a maths test! fk! careless mistake!!! argh!! forget to sub my x back into eqn...-.- dunno how many marks gone...-.- lesson was ...hmm...n o comment...trying not to fall asleep..that all i can say.LOL!
    thu: ha.eng paper! smth miracle happen sia! for once in my whole life doing situational writing...this is one fo the few tym...which hor...i can write until like cannot close de tap water sia! miracle! compo wrote argumentative essay...wannna know the qn?: is it acceptable for teenage cpl behaving intimatly in public so long as they are not in sch uni? and i think i wrote out of pt.-.- sort of contradacting myself.-.- paper 2...boring..i think i fall asleep during the paper sia..its damn boring...-.- dashed to plaza sing aft the paper to find darts.thank god found it sia..



    fri: one day before fun fair! feel that everyone effort has not went down the drain!! the deco we made were seriously very nice..its like #$%@#!@^& omg la! shall post pic ltr show u all:Dhope everythign will go smoothly tomoro...our stall is not bad de lor! cleared everything 5t plus went home go out again do last min prep for tomoro.lol.reached home arnd 10 and sleep at 11...zzz...



    sat: funfair day!! came to sch at 7 and erm..start setting up and stuff..went to band at 8...perform at 9...aft that went back to tend the stall:DD and guess wad..they change the rule!! instead of the customer being splashed...we are the ones being splash unless they wan to get wet-.-and yup.i got wet liek dunno how many tym..countless...kok leong and his fren like played 2 to 3 tym EACH like wth and all aim me-.- next up was i think luck and wee...can say almost whole class get wet luh..but we had fun in the process:D yup and business was picking up rather well..earned abt $455 just on the coupon!! our total sales was $1235 inclusive of the sales of tix! well done! haha...had a mini celebration aft that at pastamania..and went to tuition aft that...hmm..aft come back..start to chiong elarn le..and as usual..mas-send ans again.LOL!

    sun: wake up.shocked to see my bottom of the leg de skin.two distinct white lines and a patch of brownish red .wth..and my hand eh.. red like a boiled crab-.- smth miracle happen!! i actually skipped breakfast and lunch!!!yeah! but later in the noon ate 2 slice of bread la.LOL . ok doing maths elearn now.gonna kill myself aft this.LOL! hu know where to buy wallet!i seriously need to buy alot of things.zomg.and i am like erm..almost broke? lol.

    need buy belt, slipper and wallet.zomg.sianx.

    bye.
    will i be able to hear from u those words again?


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    Sunday, April 12, 2009

    currently mugging like shyt..machiam o level sia! -.- anyway STRESSED! * i know i dont look like one* gonna flunk chem and maths tomoro!! ELECTROLYSIS!!! ****!!! so bloody complicated..everyone is contradacting themselves sia! -.- MATHS: SEC1 TO 4 WORK .WOW! DEAD.
    gonna sleep now! wish me luck! LOL! bye.

    P.S may not be blogging till end of this week

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    Thursday, April 9, 2009
















    short post here..o.o
    -pe ran 2.4 and good news! improve 21 sec! ran for exactly 12 min.
    -miss rina and miss neo and mr quek absent from sch...
    -bio open book test..
    -slept in eng ssp=x
    -emaths test result was disappointing..careless mistake:(
    - went out to eat with band for dinner ytd
    -had fun:D
    is it too much to ask from u this?

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    Monday, April 6, 2009

    GOH CHOON KUN IS GOING CRAZY SOON!!!!

    zomg.it may sound stupid but i am serious..i am gonna breakdown soon(but i know i dont look like one-.-) electrolysis is driving me mad!! dunno y but it seems that i just bloody miss 1 lesson and everything sounded so unfamilar to me!! I AM DYING!!! and guess wad!? AFT CHEM WAS MATHS STRAIGHT!!! and dunno y albert surprise us wiht one MATHS TEST WHEN THE TEST WAS SUPPOSE TO BE ON WED !!! lucky end up that wan not test-.- but i completely just stare blankly on the paper panicing how to do!! I AM DYING!!! WTF!! AT THE RATE THIS IS GOING TO BE EVERY SINGLE DAY, I WILL BE OFF DEAD BY THEN ITS O LEVEl!! ZOMG!
    someone push me to study!!! i am completely off focus!! zomg.
    but somehow...the irony is that..i am so bloody stress yet i am still slacking right now. -.-


    the sight of books now sort of irk me nowadays! grr!
    AND GUESS WAD! TONS OF BLOODY TEST IS AWAITING FOR ME! OH FUCK.
    wed(8/4/09) - maths vector test!!
    geog test on chap 10 wtf.(that like a lot to rmb sia!)
    thu(9/4/09)- bio ecology test-.-
    mon(13/4/09)- chem test electrolysis!!!!
    maths common test on everything! wtf worse still its aft sch! grr!!
    tue(14/4) - amaths test on differentiation!(this include: max/min, rate of change, basic, trigo and exp! wtf!)
    wed(15/4)- ss seq on venice wtf lots of thing to memorise!
    - maths kinametic test(hope that he will forget=x)
    thu(16/4)- eng common test both paper 1 and 2 -.-
    see !

    how pathetic can this be. hais. and i hav no idea y on earth the sch wants a mock ct just on maths end eng. its so bloody argh!!!worse still...it take place aft sch and in the bloody warm hall!!! fuck.
    this isnt the worse of the worst.just 1 week or so of break aft this horrendous test... THERE GOES OUT MID YEAR. fuck! tym just fly..zzz..
    *hope alvin doesnt comes to my blog. he will kill me if he see all the fuck.o.o*
    chi lesson was rather boring..thank god emily sms me sia.-.- anyway thanks for listening eh! met up with ehr sat night just to buy chepo umbrella for fnff-.-

    shall end here today! tym to rush my work!

    will those tym we had ever happen again?
    i srsly miss those tym.

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    Friday, April 3, 2009

    MY JUNIOR:UROOJ!!*i know i smile very fake-.-*

    I MISS SKYBAND!!!!:(


    ah...it has only been 2 day i stepped down..but it feel so wierd that its a fri and i am not in band rm -.- went tuition just now can came back arnd 6 plus..talk to jingyi on the way home...hais...test next week :( ytd lesson was erm..ok? a couple of teachers did comfort ask and some went to comfrot us:) thanks! and yeah..lots of peep hav been saying wad its not easy to maintain 3 silver etc...make me feel more disappointed sia.. anyway..pe was
    horrendous! miss neo actually wanted us to pass 2.4 sia..but luckly i pass la..improved by 20 sec from jan record...12.21 min..target is to run less than 12 min! jy ck! LOL! then pull up ... shant elaborate..her target for us was to do 2! wtf! die liao.. but she treated the whole class drink sia! damn zai! felt like fainting during recess sia..think too long nvr do pe le..LOL!
    gonna end here
    bye

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    Thursday, April 2, 2009

    oh yeah..syf is alr over and we got silver:( seriously i think we alr hit a gold standard alr!!! but... haiz...wadever the award is...we still hav to face it..alright should not be so emotional now..lol..aft playing ytd...SERIOUSLY many cried...ah well.. u guys shuld know hu will cry ba! then result..was rather a bit disappointed to hear when the lady announce..." band no. 56 SENG KANG SECONDARY SILVER AWARD" each and everyone was hoping instead of the word silver popping out from her mouth..GOLD.ahwell..:(( how nice it would be if the annoucer would say" its april fool! BAND NO. 56 SENGKANG SEC HAS GOTTEN GOLD! " but it only appears it my dream ONLY i guess... and yeah..we stepped down le!! rather sad and happy la..sad that..to be frank..i seriously cant bear leaving the band...:( no more scolding of urooj..slacking with saxophone section...no more listening to mr lun correcting us..joking with us..no more hearing brandon/ michelle saying "BAND STAND. BAND GREET" no more saying "good afternoon mr lun/mdm yeo/miss loh/mdm dewi" no more talking to hanwei,eugene and urooj during band tym! no more seeing hanwei/aaron conducting the band!! the more seeing xiaoting/ernest warming up and tune the band oso!!! NO MORE!! haiz:(( really will miss u guys!! happy the fact that i can focus on my studies:D but it seems that the sad outweigh the happy more-.- (sound like ss zomg.) do all the preparation stuff till abt 9 plus and had breakfast..af tthta fine tuning and stuff..then lunch.aft that go through some part and off we go! many alumni arrive and mr raj and miss neo oso went...played one wrong note in overture sia!!! but aft listening to the recording today la..really sound so nice la!!! even those parts that we did not play well during normal band prac was perfectly played nicely ytd!!however..i do not know y..the feel i had 2 years ago was different from ytd! so called to say hav a "mass-crying session" aft releasing the result la...almost cried out but lucky managed to hold back my tears..and aft that went back to skss...:( fyi...this WASNT THE MOST EMOTIONAL PART..aft kepping instrument...announced the sec 3 com again and yeah officially pass my job to ying xin le...good luck! ok here come the most emo part...HANWEI SPPECH TOUCHED ALMOST LIKE HALF THE BAND HEART!!! almost half of the band cried i think...dunno y tears started rolling down oso...AND FYI.I DID NOT CRY CUZ SHE SAY "I MISS U HOR"! SO WEILONG BETTER DONT ANYHOW SAY!!!!thanks to hanwei speech i cried...seriously its damn touching..even he himself oso cried lor! LOL! if i can..i go upload the video! LOL! *hanwei pls dont kill me* LOL! and there goes our tym in band..aft brandon said BAND DISMISS and boom.we officially stepped down.:(( "throw" hanwei and brandon up the sky outside the sch gate...and hmm..pic taking and hugging session i guess? home sweet home aft that... one pharse that hanwei said will always be in my mind" one band one sound one soul" "once a band forever a band"

    to dalston: i am not sure if u will be seeing this..but i will still post it.seriously thank you very much for helping us in band and coming almost every single practise to band and i know if i am not wrong u actually skipped ur lesson to teach us.we really appreciated it! though i know my skills isnt that great la..but to be frank..without u teaching me since sec 1..i will not be performing ytd's syf.seriously.without u..there wouldnt be me in this band even teaching urooj..so i must really thank you for all the scolding and teaching and many more to be mention la..THANK YOU VERY MUCH! U WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER MY SENIOR!!

    to saxophone section: thought i know some memeber might not visit my blog de la...but nvm la..shall put all my words here la=x thanks for giving me those memorable memories ! the tym we had, the tym we share, the tym i teach(eugen,urooj,fanny and sometime michelle) ..the tym we slack..the tym we even talk during full band(hanwei,urooj,eugene and more la)..the tym ah long taught me oso la(not forgetting dalston )all the nice memories la!tym really fly very fast..it seems like though it was ytd when i saw michlle and urooj joining saxophone section...it seems although it was ytd when eugene went to baritone sax...it seems as though fanny and eugene was sec 1 ytd...and now...i am stepping down le.:( i promise i will come back if i hav the tym! promise! although we hav stepped down..u all msut still continue to excel without us! its now u guys to lead the band, help to improve the standard of the band! esp eugene and fanny as 2 years ltr.. it would be ur turn to participate the SYF again . so no matter wad..u guys musr practise hard and make sure that u all teach the juniors well! anyway...thanks for the pressie from eugene and urooj!
    shall end my post here! zomg.think this is the longest post i ever post before..
    P.S ps for the typo error ar! lazy go check=x

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