lots of thing happen within this month! busy man yet again:0

work has been pretty enjoyable so far:) although its abit tidious.. i kinda like office life eh! ok i know some will giv me that wtf face or o.o face. i like the pace of working there. though there are deadlines to meet.. u can do ur stuff at ur own time. go as many toilet break u wan. go hav tea break. eat even at ur workstation.so cool.but like i say..alittle tidious la.. hav been opening cheque lately.. or else..will be like filing la etc. but today slightly jialat. cuz hmm.. my colleague bo come ar.. then doing her work.. need to like key in money to the system and its like 1 by 1. the best part is the final amt dun tally-.- recheck like 5 tym before realising where the mistake is.

think i gonna miss the ppl there aft this fri*tentatively* esp the aunty*cleaner* there! she is like very cute la! she look like hmm.. abt 50 plus 60 ba. and her eng is like damn zai! and she knows how to speak multi lang! damn impress! she knows i like to drink coffee..so its like everytym aft she brew.. she will walk to my desk and tell me, ck! ok alr! dun drink ltr dun hav liao ar !*in chi* so kind right!

this is the stack of papers that is waiting for me to open cheque... roughly abt 150 ba. my "improved" handwriting! at least better than sec sch liao ok!

speaking of handwriting.. i guess this is the first tym ppl comment abt my handwriting being small.. cuz first tym open cheque dunno wad their standard ma.. then its like they say mine is very small! like arabic! i was like LOL? and untidy as usual.. oh well.. so aft the "intensive" training.. got improve liao hor! haha!:P

ok enough abt work. next shuld be on raine yang concert! oh damn it! i can say emo the whole sat night sia! damn it. -.- :( someone knows it clearly.. heard from carmen bro that the concert was not bad and raine wad damn funny and sing alot good song. sian sia. missed alot liao. her first concert *if i not wrong* eh! zzz.. wanted to go so badly but dun wanna go alone. was able to go initally de. BUT THAT JARREL SIM HOR, put me airplane last min. say no work f1 = no raine. sian ttm! sighs.. saw videos and photos published on xin msn and yes, was even sian. raine!!:((

went to visit miss tan*amaths tuition teacher * on fri night. kel says that since we missed teacher's day and her birthday.. go back to like so call replace it. haha.. aft going... alot of things came to my mind.. its like wad i was thinking back then aft knowing the fact that i get into tp.. mr tan was like telling to justina smth like y dun u choose smth that is ur plus point and this can help u pull up ur grades? then it came to my mind that.. based on my Os , apparently... my plus point isnt sci at all. and the best part, sci seems to be my worse result among the 7. and the irony: i am in a sci course! is that the reason y my grades is that lousy? then on the other hand.. he mention smth like if u wan get into courses in uni like law,medicine, accounting.. poly its not very easy. cuz most of the them , jc students will want them. then again, is it a wrong choice not to go to jc? oh well.. shant keep that too much in my brain. least more negative thoughts:)

went to pin's both birthday celebration.. one at her hse on the 12 oct*act day* and another one with the big happy family on 10 oct! had fun on the sun one. cuz.. i finally went to the movie theatre for like aft so long*at least half a yr!* . watched charlie st cloud and went to fish and co . to celebrate her birthday. food there not bad! and the birthday celebration from fish and co. are awesome! pratically embrassed pin la! anw hope u like it!:D

next bday celebration was hmm.. jarrel's i think. on the 4th oct ar. missed the whole first part due to work. by the tym i went over its alr like 8 le. so didnt stay for quite long. left arnd 9 plus. learned a newgame called chinaman! cool game aftall!

oh ya! i missed out smth! clique chalet! this chalet was actually meant to be a birthday surprise for hanwei and shumei since both of them de birthday is like at nov and bythen sch start le. so yeha. but sadly da jie da fall sick..so couldnt come. anw, managed to surprise hanwei and he look kinda shock? didnt expect that like that. haha! and surprisingly... i ton the whole night! guess how i survived? played chinaman*the new game pam taught me* from like 1 am to like 3? then from 3 till dawn mj all the way. zai sia. yet i dun feel sleepy till around 11 in the morning. cool! bbq was a pretty success thnks to edmund kel and luck! :D

honestly speaking. i am still scared. i am afraid. i worry the fact that hist might just repeat itself again and i dun wish to. i dunno whether will i be making the right choice anot. am i? r u willing to walk through with me together? is this whole thing like yet another fantasy or is it real. i really dunno. i wish this isnt a fantasy. i wish. am i worth waiting for so long ? i dun wish to disappoint u too. hopefully.