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I used to be studying in nan chaiu pri and seng kang sec and i hav officially graduated from ncps as of 2005 and skss as of 2010:)i am currently studying in temasek poly, sch of applied sci,bio technology:)

singing is my passion and this fact will nvr change :) i maybe crazy and random at times so beware.ppl who are close with me tend to call me choon while some call me gck:)
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  • jingyi:)
  • joan:)
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  • emily:)
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  • jolyn:)
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  • monique:)
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    go to korea again..
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  • Saturday, January 16, 2010

    我爱过几个人

    也被爱过几遍

    却还是没能将幸福留下 .

    爱是不可数的吗 ?

    为何我还相信它不是独行侠

    我在等一个人

    在等我的永恒告诉我爱不单行别害怕 .

    saw shufang blog just now.. at first see these few phrases... was like hmm.. these phrases are like so well said or smth la.. then damn fit my situation which i dunno y. LOL. point being.. as i was at her blog..there is this song playing.. then i just realise is actually one of show luo new song-.- the emoemo one in hai pai. wth.



    HAPPY 17th BRITHDAY STELLA!:D




    it seems that i hav not been updating for like 1 week liao.. and i seriously dun hav the mood to update eh.. think is cuz of monday ? monday blue.

    went out just now with luck,hanwei and wee.. went to play snooker..first tym play.. and i realise..i really suck at far range ball-.- and i think the game is much more fun than pool=x

    fri eh.. spend my whole day with pin they all..y eh? cuz we celebrating stella birthday in advance..went tp in the morning with jy.. and was late as a result.. did smth stupid sia. was suppose to put this letter to stella door de..then i happily went down and msg stella "recieve the letter alr" she reply me huh wad letter.. then i see.. i sent to the wrong unit! damn malu la! -.-


    played this treasure hunt with her.. first station is at my hse de voiddeck.. she was suppose to eat 2 bread in 2 min which i ended up extened it to 5 min and she failed.. then second station was @ hougang stadium.. was suppose to run de .. but her attire cannot.. then do push up instead..third was @kovan and she was suppose to take 10 pic with diff ppl de..ended up change to object..was pretty funny though.. last one was @ punggol..somewhere near jolyn hse.. finding some candle when she's blindfolded i suppose? haha.. reached jolyn hse at abt 7 and we started eating... emily and yun zhen cooked spaghetti..yummy... blow cake..gave present..played with i touch and hamster..left there at 10 plus..thnks stella for the ride:)



    thu- went out with joan, jing yi and marcus. woke up due to the spamming of incoming calls by jingyi-.- decided to go to seoul garden to eat and i must conclude.. i dunno how to see whether a chicken is cook a not-.- ate uncooked chicken*some of them* think jingyi the most sad la.. most of them is i gave de=x ate pretty food and the price there is reasonable la:) went to ehub walk walk to digest our food.. pei joan shop for awhile and went home alr:)




    tue- went to jc open hse with pin ,jean,woon ling and jolyn and monique.. went to tpjc and mj... damn sian to heard that need take test in tpjc if wan take 2 h2 sci.. cuz of my os result.sian.. pris brought is round mj.. had lunch at justacia..full ar. sian.. dunno if can get into mj ma which is most prob unlikely de ..

    mon- result day. results were okok..but i am still disappointed. 11/15*before minus cca points* is like i was expecting something lower than this la.alot of result surprise me.. to think no one got distinction for p.chem sia! and only like 1 person get distinction for bio? wth sia. :(( thnk god my humans still got 1..if not i can die liao. no one at all eh-.- maths results were damn shocking. no 1 oso :(( then sci eh.. another shocking de..wth.. damn it . must be moderation that kill our class for sci la.. sian. :( n0w ... dunno where to go liao sia.. sian.. wan cry yet cant cry it out.dunno y.-.-

    went out in the night with clique.. supper @jalan kayu and wow.. we got screened by the police-.- dunno y kailing say that policeman look like mr gavin. lols.but that policeman was quite kind la.. tell us abt wad course to go and stuff.. sent seet home cuz his bike punctured. reached home abt 2? wow.

    aft so long.. i thought i alr succeeded ..yet i failed to? why?


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    Sunday, January 10, 2010

    just a little update...

    wake up bloody early this morning to get my scholarship award...:D $650 :D so freaking happy!! LOL! was almost late sia.lol.listen the mp there talk ss..and i think miss khal say de is so much interesting can. lucky got darrel to text throughout. lol.




    went to orchard to get pin present and my slippers.. woah finally got an new one. lesson learnt . will nvr EVER put this BRAND NEW slipper outside my hse again.IF there idiot wan to hav another attempt..he/she better watch out! LOL!

    went to 313 walk walk..hmm..not bad eh.. a few shops for me to buy my stuff.LOL!
    decided to change my song to in your eyes..its a damn nice song .. go listen it! :D ps ar shufang.. too bad i too efficient le =x
    18more hrs to doom..sian..
    i must stop thinking abt it!!
    :(
    hopefully...everything will be ok tomoro...sighs..
    tear of joy or sadness??

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    Friday, January 8, 2010

    *edited *
    aft i reached home.. slept for that 1h nia.. broke my own record sia. lol.
    anw.. went to bathe and stuff .. and quickly make my way to sp to meet with clique..going to sp and np de open hse..
    reached sp abt 12 like that..see see look look .. played archery there and its pretty fun de eh.. the only stupid part was that..when i was abt to release my arrow the first tym..dunno y...pull too much or wad ..then i backshot myself..zzz.. heed to np and saw 3 course that i interested in sia.. now heart itchy liao..zzz.. biomedical , pharmacy sci and accountancy..
    nvm..shall wait for result then decide..the food there is damn cheap sia! jap food selling at only 3 dollar plus..
    th rest went to lan while kel and i went home..

    i really wanna complain abt smth sia.. for the FIRST TYM ever.. i finally see a thief in my estate sia.. apparently... i just lost my slippers.not one. not 2 . but 3 BLOODY PAIR OF SLIPPERS!
    worse still..2 pair of slippers alr can say almost gone case liao and the other is a BRAND NEW one sia.zz.. damn idiot!! wan steal 1 will do la! take 3 for wad! -.-

    mon is coming REAL soon.. oh gosh .. dunno y getting paranoid liao-.- confidence levl oso going down ...sian..
    alot of wad if s has been flying through my mind nowadays sia..
    wad if xxx didnt get the grades i wan..
    wad if eng pull down...
    and there are many more..
    omg ! mon dun come!
    :(

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    i hav no idea y but i find that holis are getting more and more boring.zzz. perhaps.. i hav really nth to do at home ba.. mood was completely turn off when i realise.. a "pervert" added me in msn-.- this person added me when it was during coutndown or wad.ask hu the hell is he/she dun reply. today reply me. giv so wierd intro and ask me whether wan see her private part and shyt. its like so stupid la. zzz.. she even like taught me how to cr8 acc ,m dl thier webcam etc. its like argh!!! was really irritated and shut my com aft that . watched the 9pm show*really nth to do liao* and here i am blogging again..sian.

    i spend almost the whole week at downtown east.cool right? -.- sun to tue was clique chalet..and wed to fri wad class chalet..but i only went to class chalet on thu la.

    clique chalet day 1:
    everyone met up at my hse there de busstop and as usual ..luck was late.. reached there abt 1 plus and when was abt to check in..realise got into a big trouble-.- mum came down to settle it and finally check in at 3 plus.. went in slack a while and tried connecting to their connection which i gave up in the end.. went ntuc to buy some stuff and started bbq-ing...
    shumei and kailing came over at a ltr time.. learnt how to play this new game called bridge which edmund taught us.. pretty fun and that survived us the whole night. wow. slept at 6 plus in the morning..
    clique chalet day 2: it feels so great that sch has reopened and we are enjoying ourself at downtown.LOL
    woke up at abt 11 like that.. played old maid in the morning.. nice way to keep ourself awake.lol. when most of us are awake.. played murderer using poker.. had a quick lunch and went to the movie. alvin and the chipmunk 2:) the show was pretty funny and nice.. crazy with right round now. LOL! dinner at just acia and its relatively cheap as compared to other places.. wanted to go to lan at elias road de..but dunno y... got prob again-.-
    walked back to our chalet and kailing suggested to walk through pasir ris park-.- reached chalet abt 12 plus? bridge,monopoly dealcard .. and we played qiao qiao bei..most of our face were pretty red..lol. but we were not drunk hor! haha! bet kel must hav a "wonderful" exp..lol. watched simson 2 using my com tilk 4 plus and everyone knocked out..

    clique chalet day 3:
    woke up at abt 8.30.. drag here and there..and managed to check out by 10.30.. had breakfast at subway..went home to sleep while the others went to l4d...

    class chalet day 2:
    reached there abt 6 plus?went rounf hunting for stingray ..but sadly all out of stock le.. managed to buy sotong somehow.. started bbq-ing at 7 plus like that and we were like busy spamming teacher's phone..damn funny.. miss rina,miss guo and miss khalidal attended:) miss rina brought her boyfren over and miss khal brought her baby! her baby damn cute!! ahha!

    before they left..jolyn and joshua showed thier masterpiece. lol. they spend the holis doing this class vedio and i find that its pretty nice.. hope that the teachers enjoyed it? lol. chers left abt 9 plus like that..got tricked by hweeping and monqiue sia! they add vodka into the fruit punch and asked me to test the drink..keep telling them the drink was sweet.-.- how stupid.zzz..

    teach the rest*ppl who are awake* how played bridge and they are simply perverts sia! not only they learn how to play very FAST, they oso know how to identify their "partners" damn FAST!! had fun playing.. but that didnt survive us through the night la.. learnt another new game called lvl up. its a damn fun game. if u guys at chalet and all of u r sleepy..play this game. cfm can wake u up de.lol. played til like 5 plus and jolyn and yun zhen cannot make it le. lol. left with me alvin josh hui min and stella playing poker till 6 plus.. all of us cannot tahan liao so go eat breakfast at mac. damn early hor! left the chalet arnd 7 plus..

    finally all the chalets has came to an end liao. finally! must have put up lots of weight liao . sian. -.- like wad justina said.. at the rate we having supper every night..sure grow fat de sia! zzz...
    in any case..had fun in both of the chalets :) wonder when will we hav such chalets again...

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    Friday, January 1, 2010

    oh gosh. actually spent 2h blogging abt wad happen in 2009!though its new year day..had been rotting at home .. so decided to post abt memories of 2009!

    re read through my post for the past yr.. and i realise that how i wish o lvl would come to an bloody end.. oso realise had been using alot of fk in the past yr! lol.

    was clearing some stuff in my drawer and i saw this file of mine which i kept alot of stuff inside.. since i hav nth to do.. read all the cards and letters.. kinda miss sec sch life:( there was..a cpl of valentine cards frm various frens of mine..mostly girls la.lol. some were damn funny.. oso read the letter dalston gave me.. not forgetting x mas cards frm wee yu and eugene.. and oso thnkyou card frm trumpet section and er.. urooj i think? lol.

    oso managed to find this!

    and if i am not wrong..these were written during one of the bio trip we had during sec 3.. read the content inside..kinda hilarous when i read them now.. those were written by me jolyn jing yi and yun zhen .. wanna know y we wrote? cuz we nvr listen to the lecturer talking=x its bored u know! LOL!

    one yr has past le.. a brand new year, a brand new beginning!:D

    would like to thnk everyone who has helped me in anyway be it studies, lending a pair of listening ear, there for me when i was down,playmates or wadever reason it is. thnk you very much!:D

    i wonder... did i changed/ changed alot for the past yr?

    hmm...


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    MEMORIES OF 2009

    JAN:
    13.1.09-16.1.09

    the first "big" event that happen during jan of 2009. sec 4 camp. can still rmb how against i was of going to the camp.. but i must say. i didnt regret not going. everytime camp is like that de..before going will complain here and there... aft come back..everything change.. will surely say how great camp is. wad an irnoy hor? lol. so this yr sec4 de.. trust me. go for ur camp! u will enjoy de! haha..
    26.1.09
    next was cny celebration...the usual routine la.. home visiting and collect hong bao.=x

    FEB:
    10.2.09
    my birthday!:D still rmb went out with clique to watch a jack neo flim..and my birthday present! bicycle! lol. not forgetting there is oso a story book and pencil box..haha..
    14.2.09
    next event was Valentine day! of course 4e1 has its annual exchange present! got a coinbox! lol. oso got frens cards etc..


    21.2.09
    went to S.H.E qian ming hui with jolyn and yun zhen! waited for like 3 h plus and i still rmb i was late for tuition=x miss tan(tuition cher) even asked me she got prettier than me meh! y must w8 till 3h just to see them! damn funny.

    MARCH:
    28.3.09
    went to jj lin concert.. his singing was not bad despite having severe sore throat.. mostly vedio were taken therefore no pic=x

    29.3.09
    flh qian ming hui! again..when with jolyn and yun zhenand hui min.. but then this tym got jolyn de cousin tagging along with us.. w8 for quite long oso.. if i not wrong it was at imm. had fun there? lol.
    P.S jolyn just update me that pin cried cuz her book was torn! lol.=x

    APRIL:
    1.4.09

    syf..got a silver..band was rather disappointed la.. but still hav to fave reality.. can still rmb how unwilling sec4 were to step down frm band.. tears laughter and everything ...band room...

    18.4.09

    sch's food and fun fair! can rmb our class was in charge of games and er.. our stall name is shoot it or splash it? ahah.. water game hor! had lots of fun that day! class so united!
    MAY:
    10.5.09
    monique's birthday!went to sakae sushi eat buffet..eat until damn full.. walk arnd century sq and tamp mall...
    JUNE:
    9.6.09
    JY BIRTHDAY! oh well.. bought her f horn softcasing and went to seoul garden for lunch? think she was shocked and super happy that day.
    14.6.09

    went to rice walk with lots of ppl! though was rather tired cuz need wake up damn early! lol. dal was asked to go up and help in a performace.. can rmb it was still very funny! haha..
    18.6.09
    joan birthday! tricked her to bran hse to celebrate and to think she fall for my trick! haha.. bake cake for yu xiang at my hse...
    20.6.09
    ele outing. went sentosa to play and got sunburnt..
    21.6.09
    went to this environmental quiz with bran, mich and her fren @ marina barrage.. got into the finals and er.. dunno got win any prize anot-.- but learnt a few things there.lol.
    25.6.09

    carrer quest in sch today. wake up super early.-.- wear formal clothings and even wear tie.hot eh -.- learnt abt writing resume and er..interview staff?hmm...
    30.6.09
    one yr ani. but sadly to say prelims are still on...

    JULY:

    12.7.09
    kel birthday. bought him a set of clothes and shoes. wow. went to sentosa . ppl there : 7s, randoms. sunburnt again but all of us enjoyed ourself:)

    AUGUST:
    1.8.09
    went to jurong swimming complex to enjoy ourself oso go out to "celebrate" luck birthday la..cuz he wanted to go wildiwld wet de..but too ex le..so went there.. aft playing..went to netforce and played l4d...
    8.9.09

    national day ! went out with geeks to celebrate? haha.. went to marina area..managed to see the fireworks(live)! ate secret recipe aft that..
    26.8.09
    miss tan birthday! went to find her together with jy kel pin and justina! bought her perfume and body lotion i think.. we even lied to her. we told her "miss tan need help! got alot qn dunno how do then prelim 2 days ltr only!" to think she believe it..oh well..had some chat with her and left home..broke up with her today...
    OCTOBER:
    2.10.09& 3.10.09
    mooncake festival! went out to play with 2 grp of frens:) classmates and shuffles:) nth to play much oso la..for classmates..xuezhen mother made some mooncake for us to eat..and nick bought lattern. played with fireworks..clique eh.. played candles.. and cycled rnd punggol park...

    23.10.09
    "last" day in sch.. wad i meant was last day of proper lesson la! haha.. made cards for chers..and took photos..haha..
    26.10.09
    start of o levels!
    NOV:
    13.11.09
    end of o levels!:D
    14.11.09
    went to sentosa to play n oso celebrate hanwei birhthday.
    20.11.09-27.11.09













    went to japan!a very nice country to visit.MUST eat thier sushi and salmon.damn fresh! haha:D mt fuji damn nice!!

    DEC:

    6.12.09

    cousin raymond wedding today! witness the whole ceremony in the morning? dinner at night was awesome! haha.. drank 13 glass of red wine.wow.

    15.12.09

    happy birthday darrel! hope u like ur present:)

    20.12.09

    happy birthday dalston!:)

    23.12.09

    went class x mas outing. exchange present and had dinner at thai express @ vivocity.

    31.12.09

    countdown! went j8 to hunt for wee i touch and went to luck hse at night..watched godzilia and see the rest play l4d -.- played deal card too.. supper @ kopitiam sq at 1 plus reached home abt 2:)


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