Friday, December 30, 2011
happy new year's eve everyone! have no idea why but decided to post smth before 2012 comes into my life. i guess this post is going to be like a closing chapter? hmm..
to be honest... its not that i haven get over or wad... but i guess when i start to think back for the past 364 days.. seems that most of the memories has u in it. not saying that i havent move on or wad.. but i guess.. its just memories.. of course i didnt forget abt the time we had. this post gonna mark a closure to everything. new year= new beggining everything will be kept just like a book . have yet to really thank you and stuff aft all the awkwardness . so well..thanks for filling up
my life in 2011 trying ur best to make me happy and of course creating the memories that we shared. hope u will get ur right person soon ;)
*idk if u will see this though but well.just write here ba*
recounting now what exactly i have done for the past 364 day
s... welll.. 酸甜苦辣 is the phrase i can use to describe for the past 1 year? experienced both ups and downs across this year.. lets talk abt downs first..hmm.. getting the blow of the demise of my grandpa and third uncle within 2 months? running to hospital to and fro in weeks.. although i am just 外孙 only... i still cant forget the scene at the hospital till now:/
and yes.. my 18th birthday celebration i will nvr ever forget. thanks to the big fam for the wonderful bbq in the rain surprise. trying to use my ex-gf as my bait huh. tsk. but i really appreciate it. and the calender ! i am still using it! heh. sometimes whenever i am down i still read the notes u guys wrote! seriously miss it .
and yes my WONDERFUL 7s clique. the beyblade competition that was held at the ROOFTOP OF THE CARPARK near my house. hmm.. though childish and what not.. looking back. what impt is the process :D and yes. u guys de fav: smashing whip cream session huh. still rmb how i smell like at mac can. eww! and yes... celebrating with ex gf at
swensen and saw my dd(cousin) there too huh. so qiao! LOL . volcano ice cream. :P
and yes. not forgetting the present i got from my poly classmates:
die oso WONT forget wad they asked me did can. blow a condom at a coffee shop. oh my tian. ps max can! tsk.
honestly speaking.. my 18th birthday was the most awesome one. its like hell yeah finally u r 18 and stuff . but the thoughts that counts la. like jingyi although nvr celebrate with me ... but still gave her present through her cooking class* i think i was the guinea pig leh!* hahah!
ok enough of birthdays.. hmmm.. next up would be more of emo cuz i mention it above alr.. so shant talk more abt it.. skip!
june onwards.. hmm...
mainly is busy with sch life. immunology pathology mol gen and what not. ok some term too scientific liao:P but seriously hectic sch life la. :/ and most of us still thought this was the toughest sem hell no! tsk.
next up shuld be moon cake festival and national day.. hmm.. tbh i dun rmb celebrating any of these this year leh*or i think we did celebrate as a clique but i stm forget alr:/* really no memory of it. gah.
sep holiday was mainly working.. was working at IE SINGAPORE @ bugis. and i really miss that place!!!:/my colleagues and all.. omg .they are seriously damn nice to me! still rmb the treat they give me on my last day of work. TCC MEAL:D heh. was feeling damn bad cuz i ordered quite alot and i dint know they were treating! and tbh...i miss the food at bugis!!! gah! ohoh.. and my official english name is used ever since i started working ! heh, calvin goh:D thanks to desmond koh who gave me this name and the reason behind is so stupid! not gonna say it here!;P
must say i did try to change myself this year. at least i am open now. *dun think wrongly pls* but in a way..getting to know more frens etc.(i wasnt that friendly in the past i think? hmm) knew many awesome frens ! u know who u guys are! almost my clubbing buddies now. lmao! P.S me not clubber siao k! tsk! go less than 5 times nia hor! LOL
i must say my dec holidays were really the holiday kind and i am like partying almost everyday. when i say partying now everyday club la siao! its like really everyday go out mahjong/drink/stay up late/club etc de. really shiok! this is wad i call holiday:P heh. out of the so many holiday i actually love this current one although its just a short 2 weeks only(but heck. sch holiday assignments are really pain in the ass huh. spoiler only:/ )
anw... going to a club WASNT my resolution in 2011 ok! this one i pretty sure! LOL . love this year xmas eve ! like seriously. drink until high yet not drunk yet. whoo! :P opps. but really enjoyed myself la. pls ignore the clubbing me. cuz .. hehe. the 3 of u know wad i mean:P (if u r reading this)
ok that mark the end of 2011 i guess! now time for new year resolution! not gonna make stupid ones i guess? hahah
1) GET MY DRIVING LIC BY THIS YEAR*wanted to say before my bday but cfm mission impossible*
2) go to a pub maybe? LOL
3) tbh dun pin much on a rs for 2012 but well if one knocks on my door will just accept it la:)
4)this nvr change.... I WANNA GROW TALLER no 180 i feel so short can! :/
5) slim to 60kg or even lesser and maintain it! heh. (surprisngly i managed to shrink like 4" on my waist before 2011 ends!:D)
6) sch wise... of course is high gpa la. but tbh at the rate i going wan get 3.5 oso hard liao lo:/ but still hope can get by the time i grad la....
7) going oversea with my friends(be it sec/poly/outside)(somewhere far not like msia or smth la hahahah) . it has been my dream since last year alr:/ gah. this one i no confident of making it true.
8) lady luck to be with me when i am gambling! LOLOLOL!
9) $$$ :D LOLOL
last 2 abit crazy i know. heh.
alright this marks the end of 2011 alr! nights all! and enjoy yr countdown! :D
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Wednesday, October 26, 2011
hello everyone! back to revive the blog awhile ar? hehe
actually my motive of blogging this is to earn alittle cash la!:P
its actually a new blogshop i suppose meant to be catered for the ladies:)
they do sell a variety of clothes ! ranging from top, bottom, to outer wear and even bags and shoes ! design are pretty new and prices are reasonable(i suppose?) !
they do update their blogshop regularly too!
so dun wait and go to that web mentioned above to take a look!:)
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Saturday, April 23, 2011
Sorry that i loved youyoyo! i am back ppl!
yesyes i know it has been er.. 6 months not posting here le. if i say i was busy for the past 6 months i will be like bullshitting right? like duh of course i am lazy to update! :P ah well. (i will try to cut short my post as much as i can bear with it ar!:P)
sch is starting in like wad 2 days tym? and yet i still have the no sch mood. see my timetable = sian ttm again. forever not a DECENT one. zzz.
but on the bright side of it.. gonna love tue from now on. 8-2 :) and i guess this will be the earliest time i am released from sch! :D and ppl will go TGIF(thnk god its fri!) but i will be like FTIF(fuck that its fri) . sch starts at 12 end at 5. great much. fri gone alr. zzz. and as usual there will be office hour timetable . 2 days somemore. zzz. really envy my friends from other sch's timetable. theirs is like so heavenly while tp's is also hell.
if u are gonna ask me how i spend my holidays.. well.. i can kinda say ...nth much pratically. busy with healing myself most of the time i guess. idk why it seems that before/aft every sem test, i will "auto" fall sick. its either pre or post exam prob thing. and this tym it was rather a major wan. stomach kinda spoilt liao ar. zzz. doc diagnosed me with acid reflux( 胃酸倒流) and heck in short stomach spoilt. feel like vommiting yet cant vomit out anything, wan burp yet cant burp anything. to make things worse. fever keep persist for like 2 weeks? damn terrible for that 2 weeks or so. aft which.. running to and fro to hospitals cuz both my grandpa and third uncle was hospitalised. sadly to say.. third uncle has depared from us. rip uncle.wake for a week starting from the start of april. sry to anyone that i didnt reply much text from u guys.
went to collect his ash on 8/4 in the morning at mandai . left early with dad due to work. cousin jio to play mj and lady luck was with me.:) anw first tym playing with cousin was .. great exchange i will say! though first tym play.. we played from noon till like the following morning la! scary! (though i left for a period of the time during evening) but still... first tym play until so long can! omg.
spend the rest of my holiday watching drama:) realised that i can be a tv freak too. its like there will be a new drama/variety show or award ceremony for me to watch . watched this new show love you(醉后决定爱上你)
its a nice show and pretty funny at ep1 . can laugh non stop oso can get emo too. first ep jiu 2 breakup le. haha. rainie yang acting skill really improved alot. worth watching show ! aft watching this show..it made me realise that doesnt mean long rs will last too. be it 6 months, 1 yr or even 5 yr.. it takes time to build up yet it can be easily broken by just a push. made me really think alot aft watching.
have been listening to songs too.. and there are many new songs that is quite nice . show luo's 怕安静, fir atlantis and ni an dong's sorry that i loved you . currently crazy with these songs right now dunno y either.
spend my day ytd watching the eaward ceremony and i am thankful i didnt spend 100 odd bucks for that ceremony. phew. the most i will be spending will be the 1h and the last half an hour nia. watch a taiwan music award ceremony in the noon and seeing all the bling bling clothes.. got temptation to shop again. omg. this holiday like alot expense very little income ar. sian. bought S.H.E is the one dvd concert and i swear 26 bucks was worth it la. kinda regretted not going for the concert live . out of the 3 s.h.e concert.. i onyl went once.. and its really awesome. the next concert they gonna have it in singapore. cfm plus chop buy tix liao! dun wan think so much again! :P
nth much to post le yeah? stay tuned for the next post soon(which idk this soon is how long la! :P)
gonna change my skin soon too! looking at these photo now.. make me so "young" ar. LOL
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Monday, October 25, 2010
dunno y i got this urge to post smth but apparently.. i hav nth to post-.-
oh well.. shall rant abt my sucky, longer than sec sch days timetable!:D
it kinda suck ttm when the rest of the schs are having shorter timetable than as! siansian!
its like my mon is from 9-6, tue from 9-7 ,wed from 10-6,thu from 9-5 and fri 9-3 . and i will be like super lookinf forward to fri la. the earliest day of the week! like wad the!? and my careperson actually told us in sem 1.1 that sem1.2 is somehow lighter workload or better tym than 1.1 but i dun seem to see so sia-.- ending at 7 and starting at 9 most of the day!? like omg. can die man. its like i spend 1 whole bloody day in sch! damn it! zzz..
anw, got into psychology*i realised this is the right spelling instead of physco aft reading my timetable!* and accounting:)
but the sad thing is... no one in accounting sia! gonna be a loner liao-.-
thnk god for psycho tut, got kenny same class...as for lec.. got daniel :)
first day of sch.. was pretty reluctant to go .. but oh well, drag myself out of bed.. sian. but..on the brighter side... finally able to meet up with my poly mates! and as expected.. first day of sch was kinda like L-O-L session la. the usual crappy jokes and stuff:) lesson wise ar.. lucky this week bo tut and lab. so can leave sch earlier:P but.. cuz next fri is public holiday...this fri got tut siansian!:((
gave shumei a so call birthday surprise at her workplace on sat.. she was pretty shocked to see us too! a good catch up indeed.. night mahjong as usual as luck hse.. apparently it seems like a routine liao .. hehe:P
ok shall end it here ba! :D
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Tuesday, October 19, 2010
cool! just realise i didnt update for like hmm.. 3weeks!? break my record liao.like dunno how long nvr like that almost 1 month nvr update.. haha..shall try to make this post as short as i can cuz SOMEONE complain to me that my blog very wordy then no pic:P might be alittle emo though this post.
lots of thing happen within this month! busy man yet again:0
work has been pretty enjoyable so far:) although its abit tidious.. i kinda like office life eh! ok i know some will giv me that wtf face or o.o face. i like the pace of working there. though there are deadlines to meet.. u can do ur stuff at ur own time. go as many toilet break u wan. go hav tea break. eat even at ur workstation.so cool.but like i say..alittle tidious la.. hav been opening cheque lately.. or else..will be like filing la etc. but today slightly jialat. cuz hmm.. my colleague bo come ar.. then doing her work.. need to like key in money to the system and its like 1 by 1. the best part is the final amt dun tally-.- recheck like 5 tym before realising where the mistake is.
think i gonna miss the ppl there aft this fri*tentatively* esp the aunty*cleaner* there! she is like very cute la! she look like hmm.. abt 50 plus 60 ba. and her eng is like damn zai! and she knows how to speak multi lang! damn impress! she knows i like to drink coffee..so its like everytym aft she brew.. she will walk to my desk and tell me, ck! ok alr! dun drink ltr dun hav liao ar !*in chi* so kind right!
this is the stack of papers that is waiting for me to open cheque... roughly abt 150 ba. 
my "improved" handwriting! at least better than sec sch liao ok!
speaking of handwriting.. i guess this is the first tym ppl comment abt my handwriting being small.. cuz first tym open cheque dunno wad their standard ma.. then its like they say mine is very small! like arabic! i was like LOL? and untidy as usual.. oh well.. so aft the "intensive" training.. got improve liao hor! haha!:P
ok enough abt work. next shuld be on raine yang concert! oh damn it! i can say emo the whole sat night sia! damn it. -.- :( someone knows it clearly.. heard from carmen bro that the concert was not bad and raine wad damn funny and sing alot good song. sian sia. missed alot liao. her first concert *if i not wrong* eh! zzz.. wanted to go so badly but dun wanna go alone. was able to go initally de. BUT THAT JARREL SIM HOR, put me airplane last min. say no work f1 = no raine. sian ttm! sighs.. saw videos and photos published on xin msn and yes, was even sian. raine!!:((
went to visit miss tan*amaths tuition teacher * on fri night. kel says that since we missed teacher's day and her birthday.. go back to like so call replace it. haha.. aft going... alot of things came to my mind.. its like wad i was thinking back then aft knowing the fact that i get into tp.. mr tan was like telling to justina smth like y dun u choose smth that is ur plus point and this can help u pull up ur grades? then it came to my mind that.. based on my Os , apparently... my plus point isnt sci at all. and the best part, sci seems to be my worse result among the 7. and the irony: i am in a sci course! is that the reason y my grades is that lousy? then on the other hand.. he mention smth like if u wan get into courses in uni like law,medicine, accounting.. poly its not very easy. cuz most of the them , jc students will want them. then again, is it a wrong choice not to go to jc? oh well.. shant keep that too much in my brain. least more negative thoughts:)
went to pin's both birthday celebration.. one at her hse on the 12 oct*act day* and another one with the big happy family on 10 oct! had fun on the sun one. cuz.. i finally went to the movie theatre for like aft so long*at least half a yr!* . watched charlie st cloud and went to fish and co . to celebrate her birthday. food there not bad! and the birthday celebration from fish and co. are awesome! pratically embrassed pin la! anw hope u like it!:D
next bday celebration was hmm.. jarrel's i think. on the 4th oct ar. missed the whole first part due to work. by the tym i went over its alr like 8 le. so didnt stay for quite long. left arnd 9 plus. learned a newgame called chinaman! cool game aftall!
oh ya! i missed out smth! clique chalet! this chalet was actually meant to be a birthday surprise for hanwei and shumei since both of them de birthday is like at nov and bythen sch start le. so yeha. but sadly da jie da fall sick..so couldnt come. anw, managed to surprise hanwei and he look kinda shock? didnt expect that like that. haha! and surprisingly... i ton the whole night! guess how i survived? played chinaman*the new game pam taught me* from like 1 am to like 3? then from 3 till dawn mj all the way. zai sia. yet i dun feel sleepy till around 11 in the morning. cool! bbq was a pretty success thnks to edmund kel and luck! :D
sch is gonna reopen like next mon and guess wad? we dun even know how our timetable look like!!!! wtf. damn last min eh they all-.- and hor.. the tp shuttle bus in sk zai sia. only 20 min nia. if its only 20 min interval.. i will go crazy sia. better not be. and i dunno y..i dun like the sch reopen feeling:( can out holi be extended???
honestly speaking. i am still scared. i am afraid. i worry the fact that hist might just repeat itself again and i dun wish to. i dunno whether will i be making the right choice anot. am i? r u willing to walk through with me together? is this whole thing like yet another fantasy or is it real. i really dunno. i wish this isnt a fantasy. i wish. am i worth waiting for so long ? i dun wish to disappoint u too. hopefully.
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Thursday, September 30, 2010
yeah! i finally got a work! on the bright side.. money is coming in la..on the bad side abt it... i bloody need wake up early again! machiam go back sec sch tym sia! -.- and my workplace is at redhill? like fking far?.-
so i got this call on fri from recruit express telling me abt this admin job available..ask me wan anot.. at first it was at tanjong pagar or sgh there la.. then end up tell me i didnt get it..but this company is interested but the location is at bukit merah. i was like wth!? so far? but oh well gave it a shot.. and went the interview on mon.. and i succedded!:D
went dinner with liling, kay yee,carmen,leo,jarrel at jalan kayu.. and jarrel was late for 2h!!!!-.-
and i kinda miss prata cuz...it has been a very long tym since i last went there to eat! anw yummy food!!:D best prata in singapore man!LOL
from a rotting person..i became into a busy person. now i dun even have much tym to use my com sia. tend to feel tired..zzz..
for the past 2 days... have been doing filing la.. stapling of doc and stuff.. work so far is pretty great.. hoping that things can continue like that..learned how to use thier system today and oso learn how to open cheque. and i think aft working.. i sure hav phobia opening cheque liao. i think i opened like 100 plus check today and i am still undone!? wtheck. the worse part is that.. whenever i open a cheque.. i must hav a payment voucher and it must hav my signature on it.. and i signed like 100 plus..now i know ..be a superstar is oso not easy.. imagine like those having qian ming hui.. hand so tired le still must fake a smile...
ppl there are pretty friendly.. but the one thing i not used to it... cuz they dun really know how pronouce my name as they are malaysian..so they always call me ah boy!or xiao di di! -.- but oh well..bo bian la..
they were pretty patient when teaching me too.. nice to meet them:)
shall end here liao! there is work tomoro! -.-
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Friday, September 24, 2010
oh well..since i am rotting... gonna rant all my things down here.. *P.S ITS GONNA BE A LONG POST. SO IF U DUN WANNA READ IT ALT+F4 TYVM:)*
as i mention on facebook.. dun wanna fri to come.. but sad to say..i must still face the music.. result day. oh well.. alr expected like u know. no As for all the sciences due to my usual work ar.. class test and crap failing de:P (but cannot blame me oso right! not used to it eh! dunno wad they talking initally lor!!)before i start ranting.. shall say result first..
organic chem-B+
physical and inorganic chem-B
human anatomy and physiology- B+
biomolecule-B
maths stat -A
gpa so far? 3.29 -.- :(
ok this was wad happen... i was still sleeping so soundly..till my granny woke me up at 12.15 pm telling me that there is this person looking for me.. thinking that it was like wad some job or wad..i dragged myself to the phone..only to realise that tan jing yi called me "sceaming" to my ears that she passed maths and biomol...*anw GRATS JINGYI! DUN NEED TAKE SUP PAPER LIAO AND DUN NEED THINK SO MUCH LE:D AND DUN EVER THINK OF CHANGING COURSE I TELL U!!!*only then did i realise that.. EXAMS RESULT WERE OUT! -.- and here come the unwanted moment.. and tada! those dumb results came out.. i must say la.. some were pretty expected liao la.. like maths. alot was pretty shocking. cuz for my oc .. all the while..my ca(class test,term test, quizes) i haven been fairly very well.. majority were Cs.. most was only a B.. so kinda shock that i got a B+ la.. jumped 3 grades up:D
as for hap and biomol .. i am kinda disappointed la.. cuz my hap all the while all A .. then suddenly u i get B+ is like damn sian la. and this shows that i kinda screw my sem paper for that:( as for biolmol.. i expect a B+ or smth.. didnt expect to get B.sighs.. and that tupid jarrel. ytd still curse me say if i nvr get A for my hap he is gonna LOL me. great. and he was like LOL-ing when i met up with him in the noon to pei him buy things in plaza sing-.-
as for pipc... some of my classmate were thinking that... that tupid CHEENA lab cher pulled THE WHOLE FKING class down. guess wad? the highest for our class for pipc is only a pathetic B+ la. like wth. everything else was managble de eh. even the top for this sub de usually oso Ace all the way de. hu will beleive whole class majority get B+ sia. that the only reason sia. not that i am pushing the blame to others cuz i nvr study all wad. but it dun make sense right? -.-
considering the fact that i was SICK during the exam period..i shuldnt really brood over it la.. but its kinda demoralising when my frens leo, jarrel telling me thier gpa is like so high la. leo actually got 3.73 and she thinks she can do better. as for jarrel, he got 3.81 and that ass keep telling us he worry cuz he nvr study. how i wish i have such talent too.. study so little get so good marks. sis and long oso did pretty wellf or thier overall too.. is it cuz that i am not smart enough ? why others are able to do so well yet i am like... sighs..gotta buck up for next sem le. and i hav learnt my lesson. no matter how many class test, quizes there may be.. i MUST not fail them anymore. or else... history will repeat itself again..
alright enough of the ranting abt result. see le oso sian. now gonna rant abt smth else..
i do hav a wonderful fren called leonora lur jia jiao... and she is a very KIND person..1 week ago.. as i was having my peaceful afternoon nap.. suddenly i got awake by the vibration of my phone.. only to realise that i got 60 over unread sms. i was like wow. got so many ppl wan talk to me meh. and guess wad? it was actually all her smses.. at first i read it find it familiar ..only to realise.. all the unread sms were actually the conver we had for the past few days! and ... the best part was that.. in total.. i got like 160++ smses each day and this happen for like 2-3 day sia!?!? my phone can be a vibrator liao. lol. the best part. i tried replying her eh ur phone sot le ar. send so many sms . bo reply. call her no ans. aft all the virbrating.. she called me ask me i find her ar. and i told her the incident liao. she started laughing non stop. cuz.. she was enjoying her peaceful afternoon nap while mine was like
$!@^$@%@^!$! oh well..
and for the past few days.. she keep asking me wan volunteer this event thingy frm tp de.. initally i dun wan de la.. but then... see her like so interested.. oh well.. shall be a good saint and pei her ba.. but PLSPLSPLS. i dun wan ltr outcome is.. i got volunteered and she didnt! i will cry man!haha!
k la.. now really write the good things la*as requested by her*
been mapling for the past few night we her and jarrel.a nd thnks to the 2 of them..most of my quest can be completed so fast! ok i know its abit LOL la. but at least must thnk properly right! haha! and hmm.. oh ya! comforting each other in the noon just now-.- but shuld be more likely she comfort me lor. since my result more lousy:P haha! anw, dun brood over it le la! u did quite well liao! next sem must jy more can de! jyjy!and hor.. dun go think of that thing liao la! look for even better de! go for it if there is!:D
alright. that all for my ranting. a proper update of events the next tym:)
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